So yeah, school is over. Woot, survived first year of high school!
I don't know why I don' post anymore. I guess I no longer feel the need to tell the world what I'm feeling. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing, and I don't particularly care.
In recent news, I read a short story in an English textbook at school the other day. It was called Flowers for Algernon, and I found it to be deeply thought provoking. I find my mind wandering back to its premise often, and I can't shake a feeling of eeriness and moral wrongfulness when I think about it. It was such a strange concept and I just... I felt upset and a bit disturbed when it ended. I won't tell you about the story, but if you want to read about it yourself , here's the Wiki page for the novel, which was based on the short story.
On a more personal note, I have recently started talking to both Zach (my ex-boyfriend from a while back) and Derrick again. I don't know why, either. Zach re-added me on Facebook and welcomed me back from Quebec (oh right, I should talk about that) via that horrible Facebook chat. Just for shits and giggles I added him to my MSN again and since then, we've been talking a couple of nights every week. I re-added Derrick to Facebook on a whim simply because I miss him. I don't know how long either of these relationships will last, though.
Speaking of relationships, I'm still with Ryan. We'll celebrate our six month mark on the seventeenth of this month, in just a few days. Also in a few days, my birthday is on the fifteenth. I'll be fifteen. Yay?
I can't stay focused on this long enough to write a proper post. Ugh. I need more sleep and less things to think about.
Yours truly,
- Lexi
Music: Lions! by Lights
