Just a short little update on this Monday evening, because it's kind of late and I want to go to bed really.
I came home from school again today with a migraine. Goddamn, these things have been really getting me down lately. I was put out of commission for part of the day that I'm usually productive, and the rest of it has been just sluggish and kinda awful. Grr this sucks, I hope they go away soon. It used to be once a month, now I get them every other day it seems. Grr. @_@
On a different note, I've decided to keep a tally of a few different things this year, like how many bandannas I bought, how many songs I downloaded, how many Tetriminos locked down... and how many times I've lost the game. We're, what, only two and a half weeks into 2010 right? I've already lost the game 107 times. I shit you not. Not 50, not even 75, but a hundred and fucking seven. Like really. I need to get my priorities straight. Losing the game should not be taking up so much of my life.
Oh, also, I celebrated one month with Ryan yesterday. I'm so much happier with him it's amazing. I hadn't realized what it was like to have support and love like this all the time... I don't know how I went so long without it before, weeks at a time. I hope Derrick can understand someday that what I did was just because I wanted to be happy... that's not a crime. I don't feel guilty for being happy anymore. I'm enjoying life so much right now. Everything is just... good. I'm not bored, Ryan brought so much spice and energy into my life. I'm not exhausted, I'm healthy for the most part. I've got my loved ones, my health, and I've got happiness. Let's hope I can ride this little wave for a while before something happens and I'm in the doghouse again. Gotta make the most of this while I can.
Life is good now, blog.
Yours truly, without a single regret,
- Lexi
Music: Learn to Fly - Foo Fighters (Haven't heard this song in ages... I forgot how it put me in such a good mood.)
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