Grrrr. I thought Derrick was going to be back today, but he's not. He's only coming back Saturday... I miss him.
The last two days, I've gone to the pool with my guy friends... cause the only two girl friends I have (Sarah and Melissa) are away. Mel is at cadet camp and Sarah is in Moncton with her dad... so it's just been me and a few of my favorite boys for a while. Yesterday it was Brett, Josh and me, and today, Ryan came with us too. There's nothing wrong with just hangin' with the guys once and a while... it's kind of bringing out a bit of my old tomboy personality. And that's kinda cool. Brett, my friend since first grade, says he noticed it too.
I'm a bit worried about Brett, actually, because I'm fairly sure he's not at ease with the feelings he has for me right now... feelings of far more than just friendship. It bothers me, because I don't want him to not get along with Derrick. He's my best friend and Derrick is my boyfriend, how can I deal with it if there's too much friction? I'm not about to leave Derrick because of Brett's leftover romance for me... so I might have to limit my contact with Brett instead. Jeeze, I'm losing friends left and right the last few weeks. This sucks.
Yours (regrettably) truly,
- Lexi
Music: Our Truth by Lacuna Coil (that song is an epic in musical form. Youtube it, or something.)
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