FML.

So.

I'm smack dab in the middle of March break, and what have I done? Almost nothing. Ryan's gone to Halifax now, and he's coming back on Thursday. Kelsey's not here still, obviously. I feel useless. I feel lazy. I kinda feel pissed off, actually. I just wanna feel USEFUL. If there's one thing I can't stand it's not being useful. I slept in until 2PM today to boot, because I stayed up until 2:30AM last night finishing an anime series I was watching online. I'M JUST SCREAMING 'PATHETIC', HERE.

Guhh. I need out of this house, I need the company of other teenagers... we are pack animals, you know. Me and my family are going out for supper tonight, so I guess that'll be nice. I hope I'm in a better mood by then. I'm feeling the effects of being over tired, when really, I just slept TOO much, which is usually worse for me. I'm easily frustrated and I've been on a hair trigger all day. I feel mad but I don't know why I am. Fuck, I'd better feel better tomorrow, or someone in this household is going to lose their head (probably my dad or younger sister).

To boot, my cell phone is permanently last, I think. I haven't found it. I'm rather upset... I mean, I've racked up a bunch of "MyRewards Credits" so i have 100 dollars towards buying a new phone already... but I liked my Slyde. It was my baby sand I lost it. But I feel so naked without a cell phone. It sucks. I think me and my mom are going to get me a new cell phone sometime in the coming days.

I know this entire post has just been me complaining, but I don't have anything else to say. I'm sorry.

Yours angrily,

- Lexi

Days without Kelsey: 6
Music: I Don't Care - Fall Out Boy