It won't help me but I have to ask, is there something real that's behind the mask?

So.
I got banned from Facebook. Yeah. I just went to go check my Honest Box messages on Saturday night, and it wouldn't let me into my account. I thought it was just a bug, and it would resolve itself by morning... the new layout had everything all messed anyway. Well, I tried the next day, and no dice. And now, it's been more than 72 hours. It's not gonna resolve itself.

Now, I know what you're all thinking. You're all thinking, 'oh, she offended someone.' Or 'oh, she had naked pictures on her profile.' Or 'oh, she's a Nazi.' No. I promise all of those things are not true... except perhaps the first one, but if it is true, I really didn't mean it, guys. Sorry.

The only reason I got banned, that I can think of, must have something to do with my big Facebook group I had made. It was called "Gay" is not a synonym for "stupid." I asked Derrick to check his Facebook, to see if my group was still there. It's gone. And then it hit me: the other admin! He's my cousin, and he was the other administrator of the group. I think that if I had been banned and it wasn't for the group, he would have just been the only admin. Derrick pout in his name... he no longer exists on Facebook.

What?

I don't think I had done anything wrong. It must have been because I had banned someone from the group ( There were many - you wouldn't believe some of the ignorance I saw on that group. It was just ridiculous) and they complained of harrassment or something crazy like that. Ugh.

Anyway, I've kind of been mourning the loss of my Facebook account... and I never really noticed until now, but I use it a LOT. I mean, more than I thought I did for sure. It just goes to show how over-stimulated my generation is. Many of my peers constantly need to have something going on, or they just get bored. I can be like that too, but generally I am easily amused. I always thought that was a good quality.

I'll stop ranting now, sorry guys. I don't even know where I'm going with this.

Yours truly,

- Lexi

Music: Lungs Like Gallows by Senses Fail